We need to disegotize ourselves in order to individualize ourselves and then super— individualize ourselves. We need to dissolve the ‘I’ in order to have the PCC that we studied in the previous chapter.
The Pluralized ‘I’ foolishly wastes the psychic material in atomic explosions of anger, covetousness, lust, envy, pride, laziness, gluttony, etc.
Once the ‘I’ is dead, the psychic material accumulates within us becoming the PCC.
Nowadays, the human being, or we should better say, the biped that auto classifies himself as “human”, is really a machine that is controlled by the legion of the ‘I’.
Let us observe the tragedy of people in love: How many promises! How many tears! How many good intentions! And what happens? Only the sad memory of all that remains.
They marry, time transpires, the man falls in love with another woman or the wife falls in love with another man, and the castle in the air falls to the ground. Why? Because the human does not yet have his PCC.
The small ‘I’ which swears eternal love is replaced by another small ‘I’ which has nothing to do with aid promise. That is all. We need to become individuals and this is only possible by creating a PCC.
We need to create a PCC and this is only possible by dissolving the Pluralized ‘I’.
All the inner contradictions of the human being would be enough to drive insane anyone who could see them in a mirror; the source of such contradictions is the plurality of the ‘I’.
Whoever wants to dissolve the ‘I’ has to begin by knowing his inner contradictions; unfortunately, people like deceiving themselves in order to not see their own contradictions.
Whoever wants to dissolve the ‘I’ has to begin by not being a liar. All people are liars unto themselves, everyone lies to himself.
If we want to know the plurality of the ‘I’ and our perennial contradictions, we should not deceive ourselves. People deceive themselves in order to not see their internal contradictions.
With just reason, everyone who discovers his intimate contradictions feels ashamed of himself, be comprehends that he is nobody, that he is a wretched person, a miserable worm of the earth.
To discover our own intimate contradictions is already a success because our inner judgment is spontaneously liberated permitting us to see with clarity the path of individuality and that of super-individuality.
Samael Aun Weor
