THE EVENT OF GOLGOTHA

The radiant ascent of the Seventh Venusian Serpent towards the interior and upper regions along the spiritual medullary spinal canal of the divine vehicle (Atman) permitted me to experience vividly the event of Golgotha…

Unquestionably, I need to confess frankly the concrete, clear and definitive fact that I saw myself converted into the central character of the Cosmic Drama.

It turns out to be something extraordinary, to experience in myself the cosmic event of the Calvary, with all the rough transcendental realism of the world of the Divine Spirit (Atman).

I am not the first to experience vividly the event of the mount of the Skulls, neither will I be the last…

And I saw myself after the crucifixion, spread out like a corpse on the ground. Then the Potential Shakti, the Divine Wife of Shiva, my perfect Mother Kundalini,

prostrated with infinite humility, adored me…

Oh, my Mother!—I said. You are my Mother! It is I who should kneel before you!  It is not possible that you should bend your knee before me! I do not deserve this! I am a base worm made of mud of the earth, a sinner, very low!…

However, it is evident that at such moments of the Cosmic Drama I represented the Christus, Vishnu, the Second Logos, the Son…

While I write these sheets, it comes to my recollection that ineffable prayer of Dante Alighieri, that says textually,

<< Virgin Mother, Daughter of your Son, the most humble as well as the highest  of all creatures, fixed end of the Eternal Will, you are the one who has ennobled human nature in such a way that your Maker did not disdain to become his own  work.

In your bosom Love was inflamed, whose heat has made germinate this flower in the Eternal Peace.

You are here, for us, meridian Sun of Charity, and below, for the mortals, live Spring of Hope.

You are magnificent, Lady, and worth so much, that everybody who wishes to obtain a grace and does not ask you, really wants his wish to fly without wings.

Your kindness not only helps those who implore you, but many times it forestalls the pleading spontaneously. In you are joined together the forgiveness, the piety, the magnificence and everything good that exists in a creature (unquestionably each being has his own original, particular, individual Divine Mother Kundalini).

This one, therefore, who has up to now seen one by one all spiritual existences from the deepest pool of the Universe, asks you to grant him the grace to acquire such virtue so that he can raise himself with the eyes to the Supreme Health.

And I, who have never wished to see more than I wish him to see, I address to you all my prayers, and I beg you that they not be in vain, so that you can dissipate with yours all the fogs due to his mortal condition, so that he can contemplate openly the Supreme Pleasure.

Oh, Queen, who can do whatever you wish to do! I also beg you that you conserve pure his feelings after seeing so much, that your custody triumphs over the impulses of the human passions ¹⁶>>.

Paradise, canto XXXIII, verses 1-37

Up to here this sublime dantesque prayer. Let us continue now with the subject of this chapter; let us study some christic verses…

<<Then the soldiers of the governor took Jesus into the praetorium, and they gathered the whole battalion before him. And they stripped him and put a scarlet robe upon him (the Philosophical Stone is first black, then white and finally red), and plaiting a crown of thorns they put it on his head (the traditional painful diadem on every Christified astral body), and put a reed in his right hand (like the Wand of Aaron or the Rod of the Patriarchs, living symbol of the spine). And kneeling before him they mocked him saying, “Hail, King of the Jews !” And they spat upon him, and took the reed and struck him on the head. And when they had mocked him (because such is this path of the sex), they stripped him of the robe (because they, the sinister ones, never want the Initiate to dress in the purple of his Intimate Logoi), and put his own clothes on him, and led him away to crucify him.

As they were marching out, they came upon a man of Cyre’ne, Simon by name; this man they compelled to carry his cross (the Guru always appears on the way to help us). And when they came to a place called Golgotha, which means “the place of a skull”, (synonym of death), they offered him wine to drink, mingled with gall; but when he tasted it, he would not drink it (it is evident that the Path of the Razor’s Edge is very bitter). And when they had crucified him (with Sexual Cross because the phallus inserted into the uterus forms such a sacred sign), they divided his garments among them by casting lots (clear reference to the elimination of human possessions); then they sat down and kept watch over him there. And over his head they put the charge against him, which read, “This is Jesus the King of the Jews.”(INRI, Ignis Natura Renovatur Integram, Fire Renews Nature Unceasingly).

Then two robbers were crucified with him, one on the right and one on the left (Good Thief: the divine secret power that steals the sexual energy for christification. Bad Thief: the secret enemy who with evil purposes steals the deposit of Sexual Hydrogen Si-12). And those who passed by (the usual profaners and desecraters) derided him, wagging their heads and saying, “You who would destroy the temple and build it in three days (you, who annihilate the Adam of sin so that the celestial Adam is born); save yourself! If you are the Son of God, come down from the cross.” (Because the sinister ones do not like the insertion of the cross’ beam that form your two arms, like two huge hands, that extend to scare away the sinister forces and the inferior powers).

So also the chief priests (the authorities), with the scribes (or intellectuals) and the pharisees (that always pretend to be virtuous and holy) and the elders (very respectable people of the world), mocked him, saying, “He saved others; he cannot save himself. He is the King of Israel; let him come down now from the cross (if he abandons the Path of the Razor’s Edge and the Sahaja-Maithuna), and we will believe in him. He trusts in God; let God deliver him now, if he desires him; for he said, ‘I am the Son of God.’ ” (He Christified himself, and therefore became Son of the Eternal. We are sons of the devil, because we are the fruits of fornication). And the robbers who were crucified with him also reviled him in the same way.

Now from the sixth hour (temptation) there was darkness over all the land until the ninth hour. (Ninth Sphere. Adding up kabbalistically we have 9 plus 6 equals 15. This is the Arcanum of Tiphon Bahomet: the Devil. Such an esoteric value corresponds to the constellation of the Whale, under whose cosmic influence the Initiate develops until reaching the Resurrection. Let us remember the signal of Jonas).

And about the ninth hour Jesus cried with a loud voice, “Eli, Eli, la’ma sabach- tha’ni?” that is, “My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me?” (In fact, before the Resurrection every Initiate feels really abandoned). And some of the bystanders hearing it said, “This man is calling Eli’jah.” (Helias, Eliu, Elijah, Helios, the Christ Sun, the Intimate Logoi, is our supreme aspiration).

And one of them at once ran and took a sponge, filled it with vinegar, and put it on a reed (symbol of the spine), and gave it to him to drink (like saying: the work with the spinal sexual Fires is more bitter than gall). But the others said, “Wait, let us see whether Eli’jah will come to save him.” And Jesus cried again with a loud voice and yielded up his spirit. (In this way we, the Initiates, die in ourselves with Death on the Cross). (See my book entitled “The Mystery of the Golden Blossom”).

And behold, the curtain of the temple (the famous Veil of Isis or Sexual Veil of Adam, product of the original sin), was torn in two (due to the supreme death of the Ego) and the Earth shook and the stones (from the Path of the Razor’s Edge) were split. ¹⁷ >>

Matthew 7:27-51

Samael Aun Weor